sedih

sedih tauu macam nih . dia tinggal aku macam tu jaa . goshhh , dia taktauu ka aku rindu diaa ( Hmmm . cant stop thinking about him . im sorry b . aku takut sangat sangat . seriously takut gila . afraid of whatt ? im afraid he'd already had someone else . yaa , aku tak sepatutnya merepek meraban macam nih . but who cares ? tu yang aku rasa sekarangg . em em , still . sedih . sedih sangat sangat . nak menangis ? seriously dah tak larat nak mengalirkan air mata . buat apa nak nangis ? nobody cares about me . bukan nak merungut , but its a fact .

okay ada satu cerita . but before this . apa yang aku nak cerita nih bukan untuk mengaibkan sapa-2 . just nak luahkan perasaan and i dunt think benda ni salah . nak dijadikan cerita , adalah satu prep malam nih . i asked him for his phone . nak tengok gambar alasan yang aku guna . okay dah dapat fon . quickly say thanks to him and duduk tempat lain . i checked his texts and guess what ? he text with another girl . ohh i mean OUR CLASSMATE . adoyy , hati aku retak beribu tunggu masa nak pecah jaa time baca text depa . haaa takdala text yang gedik gedik or flirting or what so ever tah apa jadah tuhh . but , its killing me man !

tak suka k dia text dengan perempuan lain even we maa besties or sapa sapa punn . grrrr . geram tau tak bila fikir-2 balik . setiap kali dia reply text lambat or busy . aku selalu pikir "dia text org laen ke?" . aaahhh im sorry . but this feeling always freak me outt :( tak boleh nak buang perasaan curiga nih . aku try nak letakkan kepercayaan aku , but still . I'M FAIL TO DO THAT THING . nampak senang , tapi susah sangat :( memang , memang aku ni kuat cemburu . ehh remember , cemburu tandanya sayang taww . cakapla aku ni cemburu buta apa lah , so whatt ? dia boyfriend aku . lantaklahh nak jeles ke hapee .

for you :

sorry . really really sorry for all this things . i know i've ruined everything . i wasted all your trust on me . but trust me , i still love you and forever i will love you . remember kan janji kita ?
"no matter how hard the situation is , i will never leave you alone :)"
takda benda lain dalam kepala hotak yang dah jem nih , except I MISS YOU SO SO BAD :(

Its me and him :)

Lelaki nie beruntung kalau dapat perempuan yang selalu menangis pasal dia . Itu adalah bukti bahawa perempuan tuu memang sayangkan dia ♥ :')

see ? how much i love you b :(

Hmmm rindu dia sangatt sangattt . dunt know whyyyyy . maybee sebab tk jumpa dia apa semuaaa . Hmmm hmmm nak wat cenaa